
Hands
She always wrote about hands,
a frantic scrabble
through memory, a list
long and puzzling
until she revealed all
in one line,
‘I can’t remember his hands’
I am fortunate,
I remember your hands,
wide, strong, muscular,
nails bitten down
until cancer came
and you let the nails grow,
had to have them cut, month
after month, the only strong
thing about your body.
I remember your hands,
the music you played,
music that floated from the piano
music that flowed, burbled,
jazzed into being,
romantic music
that brings me to tears now
knowing you are not
making the notes.
I remember your hands,
the softness, the deftness,
the love-light caresses
more warming than sunlight.
I am fortunate
I remember your hands.
© 2006 Dawn Bruce